Hello there you beautiful person.
I have read your forum thread and am here to spread some positive vibes.
There are way worse people than you. Do you kill, rape, steal, judge, bully? No? Then you are not a bad person, not at all! You are a fantastic human being, believe it! There are people who need you and love you. THIS, is a fact. You are amazing, loved and so worth it. Don't put yourself down, make changes in your life so you could see more positively. Say kind things to yourself, for example. You deserve to love yourself, because you are good enough.
It's okay to not be positive ALL the time, after all we all experience different things and different emotions! Another thing is there is no such thing as 'retarded', everyone learns at their own pace, and that's okay. You are smart enough.
People may not always like you, but that's okay, let them. You are your own person and if they don't like that then it's too bad for them, just live your life to the fullest, do things that you enjoy and forget the ones who don't like you, they are not worth your time. You are only hurting yourself when you remind yourself of these things.
It's okay to be angry sometimes, it's okay to be sad and depressed, just as long as you don't hurt anybody, including yourself, but hey, it happens. Just let it all out and you'll feel better after.
You will be okay, dude, things always get better, and so can people. Just do your thing, do your best, and always remember to be yourself.
You deserve to be happy, so I hope you smile.
Hope you have a wonderful day full of possibilities, positivity and love.
Lots of love.
Cordially,
CelineDGD,
Happy Helper of the
Happy-Squad and Helper of the
ConstellationofHelp